Is a Low Deserving Level Blocking you and Holding you Back?
Binging on sweets, alcohol, social feeds, Netflix, ..
Distracting yourself, thinking and worrying too much..
Dreaming yourself away or feeling so tired you need to go to sleep...
Simply sabotaging yourself and not getting stuff done...
These are all signs and symptoms of something deeper playing out.
It all comes down to our deserving level. Our deserving level is the level to which we (subconsciously) believe we deserve to be/do/have something.
Regardless of how much we consciously think or practise affirming that we deserve to have something we really desire (may it be a new car, more highly aligned clients, a new deal or project, wealth, success, happiness, health, freedom or else), if our subconscious mind holds a different belief, we won't get to have or experience it.
We might tell ourselves:
"this is too good to be true"
"it's going to be taken away again"
"I might stuff it up and everything will fall apart"
However, even when you're not actually thinking these thoughts, patterns of low deserving can still play out. They may show up as "shadow", a hidden part of you, that you're not even aware of. In that case, they'll show up even more in self sabotaging patterns (ie drinking, eating, etc as mentioned above).
“It all comes down to our deserving level. Our deserving level is the level to which we (subconsciously) believe we deserve to be/do/have something.”
Does this sense of foreboding when good things come your way sound familiar?
If so, the deserving level held by your subconscious mind is most likely being shaped by old feelings of shame or guilt that have not been fully acknowledged in the past. These feelings stemming from past experiences, whether this lifetime or previous ones, are still stored in your body memory and are impacting the way you live your life today.
When you have certain experiences in the present moment, it can activate old feelings held in the body. Examples for events that may trigger up an old trauma response or pattern of low deserving can be:
purchasing a new / your dream car
hitting an important goal
going for your next level in business (ie new ventures, opportunites, hitting new revenue goals)
As a result, you might feel agitated, you might have a fear response or this low sense of foreboding. It tells you stories that you're not good enough, you might not deserve it enough and that what you're doing is not good enough.
You might feel like you have to work hard to do more, and feel pressure inside that keeps you striving for more because you always feel like you need to do something else in order to deserve that. You keep yearning and searching and going for more.
In addition, the way we live our values (or not) can perpetuate this shame cycle. We all have three to five high values and those ones in particular, if they are not being lived, will cause us to feel some sort of shame.
When we value something highly but are not living it (for various reasons) we can have low self esteem and feel shame about living out what we don't want instead and in some cases may even despise.
Let's say one of your values is to create wealth and to have enough money coming in so you can live comfortably and have stability. If you find yourself not experiencing stability or being able to create this wealth, subconsciously you might equate this to being the opposite to what you value and really want to have or do or be. And so therefore, subconsciously you might hold the belief that you must be "really bad" or "just not good enough". That in turn will bring up a deep sense of shame, not deserving and so on.
As a result of this low deserving level, you won't be able to attract what you really desire, as we can only attract what we're being a vibrational match of. And even if you do manifest some goodness, you won't be able to hold on to it, because deep down (consciously or subconsciously) you feel like you don't deserve having that happiness - and keeping it.
It becomes a cycle: when we have shame and guilt activated in the body, our deserving level goes down. When our deserving level goes down, we cannot manifest our dreams into reality and we cannot make happen exactly what we desire, which is the values of wealth and the stability in the case of my example. This in turn causes more shame...
So what do we need to do in order to change the cycle?
We need to clear the charge around shame and guilt.
We need to up our level of deserving (by clearing the trapped emotions, matrixes and potential interferences that are further holding it down)
We need to declutter in a physical, emotional, energetic and material sense. Let go of all that's no longer serving us.
And we need to clear around both our values and the opposite of those values. Once we clear the charge around these things that you don't want to experience and don't want to be, and you don't beat yourself up about it any more, you get to become the observer. Therefore the thought of being what you feared or despised of, is not going to trigger any response in your body any more.
And that means you're free to choose: You can now create your values, because nothing or no one and not even yourself is telling yourself that you don't deserve it because you'll feel at peace no matter what.
And that's what we all want, right? So we can freely create exactly what we desire and what we dream of with a high deserving level.
Are you ready to freely create exactly what you desire and what you dream of in 3D?
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Here is to your dreams and vision - now more than ever xx